It’s been a while

Since I lost my sanity

Over your insanity to immerse

Myself, to feel more alive

To breathe the scents of paper

To selfishly indulge myself

For the call I always have been waiting

For the time, I always wanted to come to you.

It’s been a while since I felt you in my every breath

And beating of my heart,

It’s been a while, enough to surface

My fear of losing you, completely

In the scandal of so called ‘growing up’.

Yes, it’s been a while

Since I forgot to feel what it feels like

Having nothing but you.

It’s been a while since I wanted nothing

But you and only you.